I've been doing a lot of thinking and I dont think I am capable of getting over what you did to me(at least not now).
I keep laughing,try going on about my day and talk to you like nothing has changed but I can't. I cant...
Its 16th August 2018 a day to my birthday and I am hurting again over the guy I love and once thought loved me.
My chest is so full and I want to scream because I feel I've been living a lie.
I'm really tired of crying...
