19 Aug I’m Moving On✌

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and I dont think I am capable of getting over what you did to me(at least not now).
I keep laughing,try going on about my day and talk to you like nothing has changed but I can’t. I cant get passed the fact that you cheated on me with two different women. I am so hurt and dont think that I should be because we ain’t together anymore but fuck that. I also want to be mature and say that I wish you the best but I know I’ll be lying.
Right now I want you to have the best but I also want you to feel all the pain that you have caused me so far. All the disappointments,heartaches,breakdowns and tears that I have shed in your name, I want you to feel them all. I want you to not only understand what it feels like to be cheated on but also what it feels like to loose someone that loves you.
And until you go through my pain and understand it,you wouldn’t have anything real come your way.

I love you,I don’t think I’ll ever stop doing so but from now onwards I am moving on without you in hopes that I find someone that’ll love,respect,value and understand me,my heart and love because you obviously had no idea of who and what you had.

I wish you goodluck B and pray that you get it together early enough before you loose it all.

From your truest love in a long time,
Gold.