Life Update-‘I was in a dark place.’ Encouragement
By GoldHey there! Thank you for checking me out today. Just a little life update-I have been so down lately and I remember telling my friend that I have cried so much this year than I have in my entire life. Everything has just been so bad that I started questioning everything I believed in but today being Sunday,I went to church which honestly I haven’t done since February. Thank goodness for my friends.These past months has taught me major lessons and I feel like because I was in such a dark place I neglected everything that mattered to me eg my blog😣and it breaks my heart honestly. Whenever I try to write,I get so overwhelmed and drown in a lot of thoughts that I divert. I was unable to write because I had a lot of things to say at the same time.
Well this post isn’t intended to be a downer or sorry moment,I just want to use this medium to encourage you and every single person that everything is going to be okay especially for adults in my age bracket. Quite a number of us are under a lot of pressure to ‘make it’ now or before 25 years old or whatever age you have set up for yourself but it is okay to take a breath on a day or two.
I see a lot of my friends and strangers doing a lot of amazing things and it’ll seem as though there are no improvements or moving forward,I mean I know that first hand. When my friends tell me that they’re proud of me I usually respond with ‘I haven’t done anything yet,when I do I’ll know’. This usually happens when you can’t give yourself a break,so relax!.
You are stronger than you know. You are on the right path. Being broke now isn’t permanent,we’re all going to get out of this ditch. Talk to your family and friends when you’re sad,don’t zone out too much. Be strong;stay strong.
Personally,I love listening to gangster/trap music when things get hard (it has a weird way of lifting my spirit) and Cardi B’s music does it for me. I especially love listening to Get Up 10,which is the first track on her album Invasion of Privacy. You should listen to it,its okay if it isn’t your vibe just find something that helps you out of sadness. Music I know is a great healer.
Remember,fall down 9 times get up 10! If we don’t win;its not the end. I wish you the biggest of strength and I’m sending all my love your way,see you at the end of the tunnel. 💓
